Sunday, March 22, 2009

First post

Hello

On some good advice I took from a friend of mine I decided to start a blog to separate my personal writing from my professional presence online because this is a very different stream. Thanks Nicole!

Almost a decade ago, I was on a dance floor here in NYC and had a series of things happen that to this day I'm still not completely sure what they were. Some would call it madness; a vision, delusion. I call it a hope because I remember the question I posed just before it happened.

"There must be another way"...


It was indeed the answer, hope for the future and what could be. Over the next couple of months, I'm going to carefully share what I saw on that dance floor, some of the details and other stories that all branch off that night. I wake up every morning seeing the hope and every night thinking why of all people would I be the one to see. I found years later a lot of the reason was sort of predestined, or expected to happen into this life and led up to this from past experience. I've been startled to see some of things come true but made peace with the things I don't understand yet.


Imagine slicing a hole into reality and was able to hear and see into the future. There's more to it because I didn't only just "see" things, I UNDERSTOOD them, and when I didn't, SOMETHING patiently held my hand and "pushed" me the explanation the same way your Blackberry gets email pushed, though it was through snapshots. One of my favorite episodes showed me where bottles come from in the future, this will be one of the first posts.

You see, I was doing a LOT of hallucinogens and a couple of strong party drugs back in '99 yet I was clean 10 weeks and now 10 years later. I got what I asked for- I treasure what I was offered. I went through hell and back and would never wish some of the stuff I went through to my worst enemy. I'm talking about things that happened outside of my mind, and when I tried telling or explaining things and trusting the wrong people, like going to several major cosmetics companies and showing them business models and how their companies run fifty to a thousand years from now...

Yes, what I saw was on the very cusp of our lifetimes, perhaps fifty years or so ahead. I saw milestones of my own life that have already appeared right on schedule, experienced a connection much greater than myself, and also experienced abilities like mindreading, empathy, and channeling body energy that were unbelievable at the time.

If it was just all in my head I would've dismissed it entirely but OTHERS were involved and OTHERS saw and felt the same thing. I knocked a woman over at Limelight with the energy pouring out of me one of the very first times, there was no dismissing it- I helped her back to her feet myself.

Perhaps what would startle, dismay, or encourage someone is HOW DIFFERENT the future is compared to how the world runs today. The biggest and most marked difference was that there was no money anywhere but in children's museums, I looked.

Things like vandalism and petty theft don't exist. Even the CONCEPT to do something like this doesn't exist. I once read a book about a teenage Sherpa from the Andes, an American family hosted him for one year here in the USA.

He walked by the school and saw a broken window. He went back to the mother and asked her and she explained how another child committed vandalism. He didn't even understand because his whole village would get together with pride to build the school from scratch with pride...

The future is just like this...

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